Wednesday, April 13, 2011

still waiting......

to be approved/ not approved for the apartment. The stress is really
doing a number on me. I'm getting little panic attacks everytime the
phone rings and my stomach is an acid churning sea.. I may hear for
sure tomorrow. A yes would be awesome, but then there's a whole new
level of stress with the old utility bills and no furniture or
bedding.( though that makes the physical act of moving easier, my
hurty body is not looking forward to sitting and sleeping on the floor
for an extended period) A no starts the whole process over. I keep
fighting a desire to hide behind the sofa and sob. So that's where I
am right now. Freaked out and stressed to the max.

No comments: